This is shocking because Beyonce never told the world who she was with before meeting dapper rapper Sean ‘Jay-Z’ Carter and was never going to until this Lyndall
dude emerged. We ain’t saying she was single but did you know she never
had sex with this guy for that whole 9 years? Hold on, Did Jay-Z marry a virgin? We caught up with his very long evaluative message on his 9 year relationship with Queen Bey. Will Beyonce comment on this letter?
We changed nothing, so read it word for word;
On the relationship:
“Beyonce was the love of my life and I was hers, so losing her is
still my biggest regret. She would say to me all the time, ‘I’m afraid
to ever live my life without you
Lyndall, I
want you to be mine for ever’. I’ll
be honest — it was me that messed everything up and lost her for ever
to Jay Z, but I deserved it. Who cheats on a woman as beautiful as
Beyonce? Well, I am
that man and it’s something that’ll always haunt me
How he met Beyonce:
Met
Beyonce through
Kelly Rowland during a church youth group session when he was 13, and she was 11.From the first time I saw
Beyonce
I couldn’t take my eyes off of
her. She looked like an angel, the most beautiful girl I’d ever
seen. We’d hang out after school and almost every night we’d fall asleep
talking to each other on the phone.
On not knowing Beyonce could sing:
She was just so shy, she was a bit of an outcast at school and didn’t
even sing in the choir. For two years I didn’t know she could sing. We
spent hours watching movies together
and playing Connect 4.Some of our most fun times was when I
watched Beyonce, her sister
Solange and Kelly
performing dance routines. So while I had no idea how good her
voice was back then, I certainly
knew she could move.
On their first kiss:
It was just after
Beyonce’s 15th birthday. I surprised her with
Brian McKnight
concert tickets and it happened that night. I had got popcorn and as we
were sitting in our
seats I dropped it. As we both went down to grab it we bumped heads,
and locked into our first kiss. We both just looked at each other
realizing there was this incredible spark of
fireworks between us. It was that fairy tale kiss you
only hear about in the movies. That was the first feeling of true love
between me and
Beyonce. Still, to this day, I’ve never had another kiss as passionate as that one.
The bigger star she became, the more I didn’t think I was good
enough. One night, when she was out of town, I went to a bar with
friends and ended up sleeping with another
woman. Over the course of a few years I cheated on
her about five times, but I never told her until after we broke up.
She was such a great girl who cared about me deeply, she even wrote
her hit Dangerously in Love while we were together. That’s how in love
we were back then. Initially my
intention was to take a break from our relationship so I could go
to culinary school and make a name for myself. But when I headed to
Austin to do the course she quickly moved
on with her own life. Once she began dating
Jay Z,
I knew we were doomed and I could never win her back. But I know that
no matter what, she will always love me. I will
always wonder ‘What if?’ and, given all we
shared, I’m sure a part of her must feel the same way.
After reading this long note, what is his point actually? why talk now?
